taking a step back
there are times when i put extra effort or energy into something that i’m proud of… lets take my cars for example. i’ll customize it to my liking, making it unique and awesome in my own eyes. i put my pride in my car and feel great when i drive it around and when people talk about it. however there is a fine line that comes with it, and it teeters from being the epitome of my...
I no longer know what is the right thing to do. Maybe I’m tired or annoyed. I’m tired of myself… I put myself into these situations. Lol, I can only blame myself
like any high, the come down is the worst. i knew this feeling wouldn’t last more than a week. I feel like a clown
I’m having a glass if Blue Label but I’m not celebrating
…I’m feeling sad
Is it time to make changes? Change from a routine… So difficult for me to make that call
Crystal Castles (the band, not the video game lol)
In Taiwan. I want to stay here longer….
Making peace with someone who owes you $10k and forgiving the debt is a hard thing to do, but it’s so liberating. Fuck my life. Oh well, I valued what’s left of our friendship over money
Sad how friends drift apart so easily
stress level is up, need to calm down
a recap of julia wang’s photoshoot dealio http://www.karmanorange.com/2010/11/fashion-photo.html a couple of my photos were featured! with permission of course :P one of these days i’ll invest in a DSLR -_-
on saturday i went to visit and support a friend of mine who was doing a photoshoot. she is a fashion stylist, so this photoshoot gig was also part of her class project. i’ve never been to a fashion shoot before so this was a neat experience for me. another friend was also one of the 3 models that night photos i had fun hanging around and taking some behind the scenes...
Went to Mitsuwa to pick up a pack of Mild Seven. Cashier told me they’re no longer available. FML
choice of words
very important when having a convo… sometimes its better to be safe than sorry by thinking before you speak. however i find myself overcautious about what i’m about to say…at most times i end up not saying anything at all. quiet times…
I’m there to help ppl at desperate times. Who is there for me? Jesus. That’s it
being humble. (pfft..)
its a kind of mechanism that forces you to “check yo self”… kinda in a way it slaps you down and puts you back in your place. not in such a negative way, but it goes like this. for instance, i’m a Master Technician at my work. i’ve been in the industry for over 12 years, but i’ve been working at this dealership for 4. i would run into these streaks of...
i had 2 consecutive dreams about work… kinda explains why i’m up already at 6:30. yesterday a number of us got chewed out by the boss for being a few minutes late to work. work starts at 8 and i got in at about 8:10, same as a couple other guys. apparently i started dreaming about it…. there i was waking up at 7:35, rushing to get ready, having a quick breakfast only to...
JCCS 2009 →
for me, it was paradise. went camera crazy and took 330 some shots in a short amount of time
things are getting awkward. im just confused at which path to take… somehow i know i’m going to get burned again. once again not a matter of if, but a matter of when
i need to start a new life. i’m tired of going out drinking by myself. need a hot girl who would come out and drink with me
i recently started listening to madhatter. its gangsta. madhatter - bullets and buckshot.mp3 check it out i put that on repeat on my ipod everytime. then i go on nintendo8.com and play gun.smoke try it
im depressed. ive been going to a bar everyday, and i’ve been told that i look “sad” as in ‘depressed’ more than once. some cute girl sat next to me and told me that i looked like i was sad. i was. i am. fuck. how the hell do people see that? at the bar i smile a lot. i guess im bad a feigning a normal easygoing mood. i dont know. its a curse maybe its...
im about to do something that ive been hesitant about. its so hard when many people are involved. i dont like my situation. the agony has to end somehow