daniel lim

taking a step back

Mon, 14 Nov 2011 22:44:07 -0800

there are times when i put extra effort or energy into something that i’m proud of… lets take my cars for example. i’ll customize it to my liking, making it unique and awesome in my own eyes. i put my pride in my car and feel great when i drive it around and when people talk about it. however there is a fine line that comes with it, and it teeters from being the epitome of my pride to something completely… silly. so silly, stupid, useless, and retarded that no one in God’s green earth would find any reason to do what i do to my cars. to me it is almost like Disco in the 70’s and the 80’s… fully embraced until nearly overnight people were destroying heaps of disco records like a lynch mob. for me it almost glides towards self hatred, hatred for letting me rely on stupid inanimate objects to make me feel more of a person. i leaned too much on what my hands could build out of what came out of my mind. when i take a step back, it all starts to look stupid… and i start to wonder my self worth. if we took away all the cars… it leaves me: Daniel, a shy tall asian guy who can’t say no and gets taken advantage of by everyone and is often ignored by people he believes are his friends. that may be the core of it since it seems nice guys don’t finish at all most of the time

help..

Tue, 16 Aug 2011 00:51:18 -0700

help..

o hai Black Label #3

Thu, 04 Aug 2011 22:41:27 -0700

o hai Black Label #3

I no longer know what is the right thing to do. Maybe I’m tired or annoyed. I’m tired...

Wed, 27 Jul 2011 00:44:07 -0700

I no longer know what is the right thing to do. Maybe I’m tired or annoyed. I’m tired of myself… I put myself into these situations. Lol, I can only blame myself

like any high, the come down is the worst. i knew this feeling wouldn’t last more than a week....

Wed, 27 Jul 2011 00:22:46 -0700

like any high, the come down is the worst. i knew this feeling wouldn’t last more than a week. I feel like a clown

I’m in a good mood w00t

Sat, 09 Jul 2011 00:29:25 -0700

I’m in a good mood w00t

Hello Johnnie

Tue, 21 Jun 2011 22:55:48 -0700

Hello Johnnie

I’m having a glass if Blue Label but I’m not celebrating

Fri, 22 Apr 2011 21:34:37 -0700

I’m having a glass if Blue Label but I’m not celebrating

dear Lord, please take me home. im tired

Fri, 22 Apr 2011 21:24:47 -0700

dear Lord, please take me home. im tired

just had to do it

Wed, 20 Apr 2011 23:04:24 -0700

just had to do it

4 bottles of chamisul fresh soju…

Thu, 14 Apr 2011 00:11:00 -0700

4 bottles of chamisul fresh soju…

…I’m feeling sad

Fri, 01 Apr 2011 21:13:01 -0700

…I’m feeling sad

Is it time to make changes? Change from a routine… So difficult for me to make that call

Fri, 01 Apr 2011 20:58:38 -0700

Is it time to make changes? Change from a routine… So difficult for me to make that call

r.i.p. Liz

Wed, 23 Mar 2011 07:32:27 -0700

r.i.p. Liz

new obsession

Thu, 17 Mar 2011 09:22:17 -0700

Crystal Castles (the band, not the video game lol)

In Taiwan. I want to stay here longer….

Sun, 13 Feb 2011 16:47:30 -0800

In Taiwan. I want to stay here longer….

Making peace with someone who owes you $10k and forgiving the debt is a hard thing to do, but...

Fri, 07 Jan 2011 21:55:10 -0800

Making peace with someone who owes you $10k and forgiving the debt is a hard thing to do, but it’s so liberating. Fuck my life. Oh well, I valued what’s left of our friendship over money

Sad how friends drift apart so easily

Fri, 31 Dec 2010 22:36:12 -0800

Sad how friends drift apart so easily

stress level is up, need to calm down

Sat, 04 Dec 2010 20:16:42 -0800

stress level is up, need to calm down

a recap of julia wang’s photoshoot...

Tue, 30 Nov 2010 01:49:21 -0800

a recap of julia wang’s photoshoot dealio
http://www.karmanorange.com/2010/11/fashion-photo.html

a couple of my photos were featured! with permission of course :P

one of these days i’ll invest in a DSLR -_-